it seems that i opened that case
\nso long ago
\nand that so much has changed
\nand happened
\nsince then<\/p>\n
things are less clear and more focused
\nshorter temporal span
\nin my outlook of ages upon my world
\nwhich throbs
\nand undulates<\/p>\n
sometimes i need to tear out my hair
\nscream out loud
\nwhy am i so fucking stupid when i think
\nconsidering the rationally
\nrepugnant<\/p>\n
all i want
\nall i want
\nis lasting quiet
\nis a lifelong mate<\/p>\n
maybe it’s too much for the world to bear
\nmy succeeding.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
it seems that i opened that case so long ago and that so much has changed and happened since then things are less clear and more focused shorter temporal span in my outlook of ages upon my world which throbs … Continue reading