Moments flash under my eyelids
\nBrighter than sun, darker than blacklights
\nWhorish memories claw
\nup from where I’ve imprisoned them
\nto glory in the depression and doubt.<\/p>\n
I went to those parties
\nfor the first two times
\nfor women that I wanted to really, really know.
\nWhat a crushing sensation
\nadam’s apple up under my jaw<\/p>\n
I have a will, the will of a leader
\nand the charisma to back it
\nevery day I see people who would follow me
\nif I’d let them
\nAnd I feel the crumbling inside
\nfor so many women.<\/p>\n
Where is the switch that does this?
\nHow can I keep my strength and
\nkeep my passion?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Moments flash under my eyelids Brighter than sun, darker than blacklights Whorish memories claw up from where I’ve imprisoned them to glory in the depression and doubt. I went to those parties for the first two times for women that … Continue reading