So, despite no longer working during the day, I somehow feel overbooked. Old friends coming back, new friends and current friends demanding\/deserving time, a desire to spend time with local recent friends that I feel that I’ve neglected…. and then there’s the personal growth\/determination\/spiritual advancement and such things. Messy.<\/p>\n
Despite this, I found time to clean today before I hosted my tabletop Mage game. Vacuumed. Got a lot of the dust bunnies from the kitchen floor up. Straightened a shitload of stuff. Cleaned the bathroom sink (It was demonic). All I had to sacrifice was eating. Heh. It was after five when I ate for the first time today. Dew can only substitute so much.<\/p>\n
I’m upset with my father again. And at the same time, I’m planning on cashing in on an x-mas gift of a new exhaust system for my car. Yay for mutually exclusive dichotomies in behavior. (I felt a desire to insert a “u” in that last word.) He needs to come and pick up his printer, and he’s going to want to talk about how I’m going to screw up GND<\/a>. He always said I could do anything I can put my mind to…. how is his lack of support so demoralizing after such a successful first appointment on Friday? His opinion means so much, I wonder how I call myself an adult sometimes.<\/p>\n And then there is Interest in friends, gaming, and spirituality are up. Interest in clubbing is down.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" So, despite no longer working during the day, I somehow feel overbooked. Old friends coming back, new friends and current friends demanding\/deserving time, a desire to spend time with local recent friends that I feel that I’ve neglected…. and then … Continue reading