{"id":2787,"date":"2003-06-09T00:56:00","date_gmt":"2003-06-09T04:56:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/davidmcrampton.com\/?p=2787"},"modified":"2020-08-27T21:27:16","modified_gmt":"2020-08-28T01:27:16","slug":"come-back-here-hey-steve-ill-get-you-if-its-the-last-thing-i-do","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/davidmcrampton.com\/?p=2787","title":{"rendered":"&#8220;Come back here, Hey Steve!  I&#8217;ll get you if it&#8217;s the last thing I do!&#8221;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m filled with the drive to finish what I&#8217;ve started.  I&#8217;ve been feeling like the things that I have failed to finish and accomplish are outnumbering those that I&#8217;ve finished.  All joking of OCD aside, I often crave to use up and to finish things that are left scattered, left behind, and abandoned.<\/p>\n<p>Turning a positive light on that means that I can see use in things that have been discarded.<\/p>\n<p>Inside me, swirling, in the part that <b>is me<\/b>, this desire to finish and tie up loose ends is an animalistic hunger that will not take no for an answer.<\/p>\n<p>And yet&#8230; I can still sit here, or in front of the television, and feel that the sloth is valid and true.  It&#8217;s like the apathy surrounds the raging hunger, and the beast is suffocating.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m filled with the drive to finish what I&#8217;ve started. I&#8217;ve been feeling like the things that I have failed to finish and accomplish are outnumbering those that I&#8217;ve finished. All joking of OCD aside, I often crave to use &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/davidmcrampton.com\/?p=2787\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[],"tags":[34],"class_list":["post-2787","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","tag-livejournal"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/paQnES-IX","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/davidmcrampton.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2787","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/davidmcrampton.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/davidmcrampton.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/davidmcrampton.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/davidmcrampton.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2787"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/davidmcrampton.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2787\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5728,"href":"https:\/\/davidmcrampton.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2787\/revisions\/5728"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/davidmcrampton.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2787"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/davidmcrampton.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2787"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/davidmcrampton.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2787"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}