{"id":3070,"date":"2004-01-11T22:08:00","date_gmt":"2004-01-12T03:08:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/davidmcrampton.com\/?p=3070"},"modified":"2020-08-28T23:23:34","modified_gmt":"2020-08-29T03:23:34","slug":"tick-tock","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/davidmcrampton.com\/?p=3070","title":{"rendered":"Tick, tock."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I am calm.  I am self-reliant.  I cannot be perturbed by the world, no matter how powerful the disturbance.  I am as emptiness.<\/p>\n<p>I am a thunderstorm.  I am torrential downpour.  I am flash floods.  I am merciless lightning strikes.<\/p>\n<p>Paranoia would have been better than this guessing.  A promise was made.<\/p>\n<p>I know that it&#8217;s the nature of the universe to change.  I know that it&#8217;s the nature of calm and understanding to be fleeting.  This pendulum shit is ridiculous.<\/p>\n<p>I need to wrest hold of the pendulum and let go of it completely at the same time.  How&#8217;s that for a Zen Koan?<\/p>\n<p>Release is good.  Need communication.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I am calm. I am self-reliant. I cannot be perturbed by the world, no matter how powerful the disturbance. I am as emptiness. I am a thunderstorm. I am torrential downpour. I am flash floods. I am merciless lightning strikes. &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/davidmcrampton.com\/?p=3070\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[],"tags":[34],"class_list":["post-3070","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","tag-livejournal"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/paQnES-Nw","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/davidmcrampton.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3070","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/davidmcrampton.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/davidmcrampton.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/davidmcrampton.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/davidmcrampton.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3070"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/davidmcrampton.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3070\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":6003,"href":"https:\/\/davidmcrampton.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3070\/revisions\/6003"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/davidmcrampton.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3070"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/davidmcrampton.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3070"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/davidmcrampton.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3070"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}