My brain is mumbling. About a lot. Just low enough for me to have to strain to make any of it out. The four and a half hours of sleep and just now getting coffee might have something to do with that.<\/p>\n
Antisocial mood yesterday, alongside\/because of a headache that felt like it was pushing out of my forehead at two specific points. Caffeine and ibuprofin to the rescue… eventually. And when I get in antisocial moods, my phone rings off of the hook. Tom, though he didn’t show up on the call list, left a voice mail. Followed by Mark. I need to figure out these guys’ usernames. Sheesh. Then twice with the So, I found out about Mark’s update (you have your work cut out for you), picked up I need the money.<\/p>\n Once again, money troubles loom. They have been eating at me, and that irrational sense of futility and craggy, Mt. Everest style problems. I was reminded last night that not only are these issues ones that I can tackle, but I have a tangible reason that I can look toward for keeping this up. For sticking to school, and not fleeing to the full time job that will make me unhappy anyway. I have the letter informing me that I made the Dean’s list last semester. For some reason, I’m incredibly proud of that little piece of paper. And that’s why the financial worries are okay.<\/p>\n I’m gonna call GA today. Really.<\/p>\n Wireless ethernet bridges are happy. Now the signal strength must be solidified with a directional antenna. Ah, to dream.<\/p>\n Full moon approaches, and I am ready. I hope that this will prepare me for the next new moon. Grit my teeth, clench my jaw, conquer my fear.<\/p>\n The MSU coffee shops (Sparty’s) have some tasty blends of Free Trade coffee.<\/p>\n Weddings and weddings and weddings. I’m finally caught up with LJ. I’m a little behind in reading and classwork, but I’ll catch up just fine. Faith in myself seems to have returned. As Nathan would say, “Patience, young Skipford.” Heh.<\/p>\n Ahh, that feels better. Random mumblings out. If you made it this far, you have my thanks and condolences. ;)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" My brain is mumbling. About a lot. Just low enough for me to have to strain to make any of it out. The four and a half hours of sleep and just now getting coffee might have something to do … Continue reading