I find myself feeling like my iBook is my connection to reality, and that’s dangerous. I’m using iCal in my continuing quest to try and actually do what I say I’m going to do. I’m using it as a supplement to my memory.<\/p>\n
I’m using it to stay in touch with people, because I’m a hermit, and have no time, when I do really have time, I just choose to use it to try and write, and end up reading Wired<\/a> or The Cryptonomicon<\/u> or obsessively refreshing my friends’ page, which I use to stay in touch with people, because I’m a hermit, and have no time…. *sigh*<\/p>\n eBay must be an addiction, even if I’m a low volume seller and buyer. I’m doing good things, right? I mean, by selling the things that collect dust, and the things that we don’t need, and buy things that are useful to us, like full spectrum desk lamps<\/a> for work and upgrades to the iBook<\/a> so it runs faster and does things better and can help me manage my life more efficiently.<\/p>\n Right? Good things?<\/p>\n It helps with holiday shopping and it helps with getting me good music and it helps with letting me vent and get my emotions out in a forum in which my friends and family can keep up with me because I’m a hermit, and have no time, and…<\/p>\n Since I’ve been feeling better, I’ve made some decisions. Once again, I’m trying to influence the things that I can, and let the things that I can’t do what they’re going to do. I’m reviewing the person that I want to be, and the person that I am, and what changes must be made to bring that about. I have a deadline for The Glass Crown<\/u>, and a projected release date, and I’m pretty scared about it. Not about not hitting it, not about hitting it, just freaked out about it in a general sense.<\/p>\n The last two nights at Meijer’s, I’ve been having Adam moments. I guess only a few of you know what that means, because it’s still mostly stuck in my head and not on paper.<\/p>\n It’s bar rush here at Theio’s. People are loud. I’ve got my iBook’s volume on max to my headphones. iTunes is also maxed. People are loud and drunk.<\/p>\n I’m trying out this whole tucking my shirt in business. I’m having a hard time pushing the laptop away. I’m having a hard time pulling out the purple notebook and writing straight-up fantasy. Maybe I need to let all of these Adam thoughts out of my head, because there really are quite a lot of them.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" I find myself feeling like my iBook is my connection to reality, and that’s dangerous. I’m using iCal in my continuing quest to try and actually do what I say I’m going to do. I’m using it as a supplement … Continue reading