I haven’t felt attacked until tonight.<\/p>\n
“Everyone else knew I wasn’t happy, and I didn’t shield you from it. I haven’t been happy with almost anything in our relationship for a year or more. It’s not news, but every time I tried to talk to you about it, you’d give me the same answers, and we’d go absolutely no where. If we’d listened to mom a year ago, and gotten into couples counseling<\/span>, we might have saved it. At this point, I don’t even want to save it.”<\/p>\n My memory of an entire year is wrong? Our rebound from the rough patch? I was completely mistaken about that? When she said that things were better? When she acted as if things were better? I remember wrong? Why do I feel so deceived that I want to throw up? Why does this feel like yet another in a long string?<\/p>\n I don’t even remember her mom suggesting couples’ counseling. I am incensed. Enraged. Barely in control of myself.<\/p>\n I took everything that she’s said at face value. I have trusted the words that have come from her mouth. She does not give me the same benefit. She cannot stop herself from thinking that I am judging her or implying things that I am not. She takes offense, and lashes out at me in return.<\/p>\n She is certainly making it easy for me to move to California.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" I haven’t felt attacked until tonight. “Everyone else knew I wasn’t happy, and I didn’t shield you from it. I haven’t been happy with almost anything in our relationship for a year or more. It’s not news, but every time … Continue reading