Nemesis Prime

YAY!! I won’t have to import this from Japan!! It was originally a Japanese version of Optimus Prime called Big Convoy (Prime’s original name in Japan was Convoy), and was never issued here. I wonder if they’re going to do something similar with LioConvoy. Huh. EEEEEVIL PRIME!!

Feelin’ good in the neighborhood.

I’m feeling oddly good while I’m at work today. Usually that’s an oxymoron, but whatever.

I’m happy to be doing what I can while is going through this self-searching time, and I hope I’m doing enough, and not doing too much.

My tabletop Mage game starts next Thursday, and will run every other Thursday. You’re jealous.

My desk at work will soon be filled with many Optimus Primes. I’ve only got two here so far. Optumii! Oh, and , I got your email, and I’m mulling over thoughts currently. You will see something soon. Yay for more projects!

Anybody who’s into the World of Darkness by White Wolf know in what book I can find oodles of info about the Crystal Chantry? I’m already going to buy the new Virtual Adepts Traditionbook wherever I can find it. If anybody else has some ideas, let me know. :)

Good news and bad news.

The good news is that I don’t have an ulcer.

The bad news is that I have a hiatal hernia.

The drug they used to put me out is still making me a little dizzy at times, and I slept it off, adding enough sleep to what I got to get a stubborn headache. However, I don’t remember a thing about them putting the camera down my throat.

I barely remember shuffling out of the U of M Hospital like the thorazine patients in the movies.

Recurring theme.

On the subject of letting things go…

I spied a comment from Jamie() in Chris()’s journal. Publically, they’re friends again, it seems.

Am I a hypocrite for letting and back in my life, and to get mad about this? Frustrated? Defeated?

Thoughts of, “Why don’t people learn?” and “She’ll never be taught a lesson if people don’t drop her from their lives for good.” run through my head, emotionally driven, and not making a whole lot of sense, considering my actions.

Why won’t I let them go? Any of them…

Horoscope

TAURUS (April 20-May 20): It’s a perfect time to reinvent the past. You’ll unearth interesting discoveries if you explore the old days with a critical, objective eye. Look for discrepancies between how you remember things and what really happened. Consider the possibility that some of your memories aren’t really your own, but other people’s interpretations that you’ve unconsciously absorbed. By August 15, I hope you’ll be ready to correct the story you tell yourself about your history.