Ruminating yet again.

Once again I find myself thoughtful. Once again, possible futures are running through my mind. I’m wondering if I’m simply unable to go with the flow, unless the mood forces itself upon me, or if I can learn to quiet this buzzing flurry of predictions and possibilities.

Yay for vague. :)

Gaming last night had its ups and downs. I’m gonna hafta call Amy on my lunch break to see what she’s planning on doing, because one of the players consistently argues with her when she’s ST’ing, and the other seems hell-bent on simply antagonizing everyone else in the group. That’s not role-playing. That’s rules-lawyering and being a five-year-old, respectively.

Lunch is at a reasonable time today. I wonder if will be in a non-roaming area when I call. Heh.

More results of ruminations to come, I’m sure.

Stuff.

National City tried to charge me a stop payment fee for losing my checkbook, after I was informed that it would be free. Called them back and put a stop to that foolishness.

Dropped my MP3 player in the toilet. Luckily, it was after I’d flushed. It’s still drying out. I’m going to give it a couple of days.

Progressive wants proof that I was insured before I switched to them. I’m not sure if they want to know if I was insured or if the car was insured. Need to call them tonight so that I can keep my rate. If not, looks like I’ll be switching insurances again.

Chapter 13 is done.

Letters are written. Both are replies to post cards. I’m out of stamps. THAT’s what we forgot to pick up, . I have new return address labels that are supa-schweet.

Rent is all set to be dropped off at the after-hours drop box.

We’re narrowing down ring designs. ;)

Horoscope

TAURUS (April 20-May 20): “Mathematician Paul Erdos used to describe himself as a ‘machine for turning coffee into theorems,'” writes
philosopher Helena Cronin at www.edge.org. “In much the same way, genes are machines for turning oxygen, water, light, zinc, calcium and iron into
bears, beetles, bacteria or bluebells.” According to my reading of the astrological omens, Taurus, it’s a perfect time to apply this way of thinking to yourself. By the end of this week, see if you can fill in the blanks in the following sentence: “I am a machine for turning _______ into _______.” In other words, define the nature of the alchemical magic you are here on Earth to carry out.

Full belly and beautiful snow.

I was fifteen minutes late to work today, but it looks like they’re going to forgive that due to the inclement weather.

There is free lunch going on, just thanking us for coming in. Not totally an evil company. :) So, I had some pizza on my break and am going to have sammiches on my lunch. Excellent. Heheheheh.

I get to see tonight! *hop*

Veteran WhoreCommers don’t blink when I say I took 72 calls yesterday. Normal Comcasters drop their jaw. This amuses me greatly.

*SNORE*

I stayed up way too late last night trying to finish The Vampire Lestat. St00pid me. So, I finished it today at work. Luckily, I got a lot of little things done yesterday, like laundry and cooking dinner.

Once again forgot to pack my lunch for today. Once again forgot to shave at night because I never have time in the morning. (5 o’clock shadow doesn’t come around for three days with me, so this is feasible.) I need to get my head on straight about this daily sort of stuff.

Like going to bed at a reasonable hour.

Oh, well. Weekend is coming up, and I’ll get to be ridiculously kyoot with . Can’t wait!

Oh, and is going to be in Lansing when I am. This smacks of the possibility for grand evil schemes. MU HA HA!!

Interview Meme

1 – Leave a comment, saying you want to be interviewed.
2 – I will respond; I’ll ask you five questions.
3 – You’ll update your journal with my five questions, and your five answers.
4 – You’ll include this explanation.
5 – You’ll ask other people five questions when they want to be interviewed

Questions by


1. What, in your opinion, is the biggest/best/most beautifulest thing that has ever happened to you? (keeping in mind that I am not a typical woman, and don’t automatically expect it to involve me)

I can’t narrow it down to one. It’s a series of moments, where the fog in my mind clears, and I am alert and fully myself. Everything around me is so detailed and beautiful, and these moments last the most in my mind. You’ve seen this. ;)

2. What is third most common trait among your friends? Why do you think that trait is so common? (third because the first two are even easy for me to identify)

Dissatisfaction with the way things are, whether quiet or obvious. I think that this is common because I want to change things, I’m charismatic and motivating, and people that seriously want change will gravitate toward me.

3. What was your biggest accomplishment in high school?

Well, 9th grade (Freshman year) was technically in Junior High, so I can’t count earning Eagle Scout. It would be a close tie between not becoming a homicidal maniac and going to Japan.

4. When do you think, minus the laura insident, was the moment (or series of moments) in which your life changed the most?

When I came home once, while working at Voyager.net, and had a pleasant conversation with my parents without feeling like I owed them an explination about my homework. I felt SO grown-up…

5. Why do you get stuck in the “this is how it is, and how it always will be” mode of operation? (excepting your parents, you can’t use that)

I am violently opposed to outside change. No one has the right to change me without my permission. This comes from my sure sense of who I am, what I am, how I am, etc. There’s a core in me that feels timeless and unchangeable. ‘This is how it is’ stems from a combination of ‘This is how I am’ and bullshitting on subjects that I know a little about but which I can hypothesize fairly easily. ‘and how it always will be’ is something I try very hard not to do, because everything changes, whether I want it to or not. Welcome to the land of paradox. I will change, and yet I know I will endure, unchanged.

Oh, and this is neat.

I was going to transcribe some of the Revelations of the Dark Mother, and intersperse it with Steven’s points of view of last night’s game session for extra XP, but I keep forgetting how NOT work-appropriate that book is. Whoops. Guess I’ll wait for later.

My cable modem was down when I got back from game last night. Was going to email as requested, but was unable to. Of course, this morning, I groggily wondered how I could have forgotten to send the email out last night, and sent an email to apologize. Time to clear out the cobwebs. :)

Tonight is laundry, cleaning up the apartment, and some typing up of Chapter 13. Possibly some SG1 if the Sci-Fi Channel is a benevolent god. Heheheheheh.