• March, 2002 – does something very bad to and . assures me that charges have been filed.
• September, 2002 – gets out of prison from paroll violation. Warrant for previous action is missing. Seems to have never been filed.
• November, 2002 – stops drinking alcohol on a gut instinct.
• December, 2002 – (re)files charges with full knowledge that is out of jail. Warrant is issued.
• January, 2003 – discovers that she’s pregnant.
• February, 2003 – gets picked up for warrant after running a red light.

I am extremely angry at the purposeful and malicious waiting and re-filing that was involved here. If everything had been filed on time and properly, as had always insisted that she had, would have never been able to leave prison when she did. She would have been held until court dates. Period. She would not have the looming possibility of going to jail while pregnant, having a child in jail, etc, after she FINALLY turned her goddamn life around.

Petty, vindictive, malicious, worthless, lying, weak, pathetic, WASTE OF HUMAN FLESH! I don’t have the words for the rage and hate that I feel. I don’t have the words for the frustration that I feel, knowing that I will never be able to exact phsyical punishment for this action.

I just don’t have the words.