So, despite no longer working during the day, I somehow feel overbooked. Old friends coming back, new friends and current friends demanding/deserving time, a desire to spend time with local recent friends that I feel that I’ve neglected…. and then there’s the personal growth/determination/spiritual advancement and such things. Messy.

Despite this, I found time to clean today before I hosted my tabletop Mage game. Vacuumed. Got a lot of the dust bunnies from the kitchen floor up. Straightened a shitload of stuff. Cleaned the bathroom sink (It was demonic). All I had to sacrifice was eating. Heh. It was after five when I ate for the first time today. Dew can only substitute so much.

I’m upset with my father again. And at the same time, I’m planning on cashing in on an x-mas gift of a new exhaust system for my car. Yay for mutually exclusive dichotomies in behavior. (I felt a desire to insert a “u” in that last word.) He needs to come and pick up his printer, and he’s going to want to talk about how I’m going to screw up GND. He always said I could do anything I can put my mind to…. how is his lack of support so demoralizing after such a successful first appointment on Friday? His opinion means so much, I wonder how I call myself an adult sometimes.

And then there is , who is at this very moment distracting me beautifully by lightly rubbing my noggin. Dear gods, what would I do without her…

Interest in friends, gaming, and spirituality are up. Interest in clubbing is down.

Okay, there’s Rant Radio. That has the Sean Kennedy Show and the Tales from the Afternow multiple times a week. Then there’s SKTFM TV, which has eight episodes. The newest seems to have been released sometime in 2002. THEN, there’s the book(s) based in the AfterNow setting. This project is called.. goddamnit, I can’t find the link. , some help here?