Interview with Eubulus Computers for a Sales position on Friday at 11 AM.
Interview/Training session with Phone Banks Systems for a Telemarketing position on Saturday at 2 PM.

Now to scour the local pizza places, as they all seem to have signs out requesting drivers. Tips would be nice up-front money.

Yesterday started off extremely well. *wink* After getting up and around, and I went to pick up and go to Denny’s so they could work on math stuffs. I read Robert Jordan. I was going to go home, cook some food, and get the job stuff done. The stuff I did today.

Instead, I sat around my apartment and read. I kept falling asleep while reading, no matter what position I sat or laid in, and no matter how interested I was in the book. I had an increased desire to eat, weather or not I was hungry. I desired company while wanting to be absolutely, utterly, completely alone. I know these symptoms, though I denied it so myself until pointed out that depression was rearing its ugly head. So, I got my damn boots on and hung out with her at Theio’s. She bought me a pop. I can’t tell you how much this meant to me.

Later on, I hung out with , , and Sharee [SP?] at IHOP. That makes all three 24 hour greasy spoons in the East Lansing area. Could have hit the other Denny’s and maybe a Steak and Shake, but that would have been overkill. ;) Anyway, the hanging out did me good, and I thank everyone involved.

So, yeah. I need to brush my teeth and head out to those pizza places. No rush, though, it’ll get done.

Ok, there’s a problem. I absolutely adore, love, am addicted to, can’t live without, 24 hour restaurants. Coffee, a coke, some fries, maybe a burger or some cheese stix while my friends and I talk and bullshit and philosophize and write and read and LIVE LIFE. The most important fundage that I need posession of is that to spend at these places. In corporate terminology, it’s time to re-organize my priorities.

I’ve applied at Gumby’s today for a driver job. I also left two copies of my resume with Adecco. Tomorrow I apply at Poppa Leo’s, as well as visit Westaff and ManPower. Oh, and Eubulus Computers wants to talk to me about their sales position. I WILL HAVE A JOB THIS WEEK. THIS WILL BE.

Uhm. Yeah. D-E-S-T-R-O-Y-E-D. Heh.

Nerdcore Hiphop could reign supreme.

I think tonight I’ll go to the MSU Union and work on my book.

The words will not come this afternoon. Important things to say, get out, air, deal with, and put away. Important things like worrying about lack of money, change coming this week, needing to have faith in myself and in my workings, needing to reinforce workings, needing to trust the universe to dish out the good and the bad, reading the Wheel of Time series, questioning sanity, always questioning, having an amazing anchor and person to share things with, not believing how incredibly attentive and helpful and stable and just exactly what I’ve needed, and of course, not being able to get any of this out until this very moment.

The obligitory “It’s been a while…”

Soul Coughing is good to wake me up when I’ve already been up since 7:30 or so.

“I need time to scrounge the rent/
need time to contemplate the accident./
I need to drag my ass to now/
how did I come to stop here?/
I knew the gas was gone/
but I had to rev the motor.”

I’m in MSU’s Union lab once again to pour out my creative talent (talent? pah) into the beginnings (and maybe more than beginnings) of Chapter 2 of my novel. Starting is always the hardest thing to do, as it says in the introduction. Heh. By the way, I’m at the only Mac in the entire lab that has the professional (optical, real-sized) mouse instead of those little hockey pucks. Dig it.

The word “girlfriend” feels clumsy when rolling off my tounge. Not nearly as descriptive or complete as calling her , or one of her other nicknames. Maybe I should check my LJ logs to find out if it’s always been this way, or if this is new. Either way, thinking of her relaxes me, and I don’t have to worry so much any more.