So I got called out for my mushy post yesterday.  Thanks guys. :)

I slept a lot better last night.  It helped my mood initially, but I’ve been swinging a bit while I was here.  I think I’m just ready for a weekend.  Oh, and for the re-debut of my Mage game.  That’s right, , you suck.  Heh.

There’s all this meaningful stuff rolling around in my head, but it’s all little meaningful stuff.  Like, how I was all happy that I signed up for an IPM early, because was going to be jumping out of a plane that day, and then Deb posted about her bonfire, and I was all, “Well, shit.”  Then, after the small important thing about signing up early, the small happy re-realization that I was as spiritually at home amongst all that electronics as I am in front of a bonfire hit me, which made me smile.  There are little things about searching for the battery for the laptop that are pleasing, and make me feel like a real writer.  This is a reward for re-determining to work for the Ann Arbor Paper, as the hell calls today are a punishment for taking this long.  Little things.

I’m not all about this Maya Cosmos book by David Feidel, Linda Schele, and Joy Parker.  It’s well-researched, well-written, and such, but something about the Mayan artwork, how it’s so packed in and over-busy, makes me twitch.  I think I’m going to put it back on the shelf.

Transmetal Optimus Primal is now at my desk.  Optimal Optimus and Beast Machines Optimus Primal will come next week.  Soon… soon, I will have my weekend. :)

Horoscope

TAURUS (April 20-May 20): Since 1977, 40 percent of U.S. elementary schools have done away with recess. Meanwhile, among adults at work, the time allotted to lunch is steadily shrinking. Executives spend an average of just 42 minutes with their midday meals. This dangerous trend hits you Tauruses the hardest: You need spaciousness. You shouldn’t and can’t be rushed to do *anything.* That’s why I’m calling on all Bulls to launch a Mass Slowdown in the coming week. Take all the time you need to do whatever has to be done, whether it’s enjoying your sandwich or preparing an important report. From an astrological perspective, it’s a pivotal moment for you to be faithful to your own internal rhythms. If anyone complains, tell them your astrologer made you do it.

And geekery ensues!

Woke up with a skull-crushing sinus headache this morning. Slept for crap last night. Obviously, I miss the . I’m amazed and reassured that we still miss each other this much after only one day. Yes, it’s sickeningly cute… deal. :)

An Aleve took care of the headache, and work has been very tolerable since then. I was sure that I was going to be late this morning, thanks to the construction that’s causing a backup RIGHT before the Zeeb Rd. exit, but I was smart and got off on the Jackson Rd. exit. On time, with two minutes to spare. :) Unfortunately, I was so sluggish this morning that I didn’t pack a lunch. Subway turkey sammich, here I come.

Optimus list, mostly for me:

Optimus Prime, Generation 1 – At work.
Optimus Prime, Generation 2 – Don’t want it. Same as G1, except for trailer.
Optimus Prime, Powermaster – Must acquire.
Optimus Prime, Actionmaster – see RiD Scourge.
Optimus Primal, Beast Wars – see Universe.
Optimus Primal, Beast Wars Transmetal – At home.
Optimal Optimus, Beast Wars – At home.
LioConvoy, Beast Wars the Second – Must acquire.
Big Convoy, Beast Wars Neo – see Energon Nemesis Prime.
Optimus Primal, Beast Machines – Don’t want it. Looks nothing like character on show.
Optimus Primal, Beast Machines 2 – At home.
Optimus Primal, RiD – Must acquire.
Optimus Prime, RiD – At work.
Scourge, RiD – Dark repaint of actionmaster. At work.
Optimus Prime, Armada – At work.
Optimus Prime, Armada, smaller – At work.
Oprimus Prime, Energon – Still not sure if I want it.
Nemesis Prime, Energon – Repaint of Big Convoy. Must acquire.
Optimus Primal, Universe – Repaint of BW. At work.

Nemesis Prime

YAY!! I won’t have to import this from Japan!! It was originally a Japanese version of Optimus Prime called Big Convoy (Prime’s original name in Japan was Convoy), and was never issued here. I wonder if they’re going to do something similar with LioConvoy. Huh. EEEEEVIL PRIME!!

Feelin’ good in the neighborhood.

I’m feeling oddly good while I’m at work today. Usually that’s an oxymoron, but whatever.

I’m happy to be doing what I can while is going through this self-searching time, and I hope I’m doing enough, and not doing too much.

My tabletop Mage game starts next Thursday, and will run every other Thursday. You’re jealous.

My desk at work will soon be filled with many Optimus Primes. I’ve only got two here so far. Optumii! Oh, and , I got your email, and I’m mulling over thoughts currently. You will see something soon. Yay for more projects!

Anybody who’s into the World of Darkness by White Wolf know in what book I can find oodles of info about the Crystal Chantry? I’m already going to buy the new Virtual Adepts Traditionbook wherever I can find it. If anybody else has some ideas, let me know. :)

Good news and bad news.

The good news is that I don’t have an ulcer.

The bad news is that I have a hiatal hernia.

The drug they used to put me out is still making me a little dizzy at times, and I slept it off, adding enough sleep to what I got to get a stubborn headache. However, I don’t remember a thing about them putting the camera down my throat.

I barely remember shuffling out of the U of M Hospital like the thorazine patients in the movies.