Efforts to calm are battling with desire to freak out/maim and destroy. I’m finally getting caught up with debts. Paying off three out of four collection agencies this week. The fourth called me. Litigation came up. Ginormous sum of money by the end of the month. Right. Well, I’m going to do everything that I can, and suffer the consequences of past stupidity.

My roomate and good friend didn’t show up to renew our lease. Luckily, I was able to sign my part, and he can sign his, without us being there together. If he didn’t have a history for being late, or not showing up for things he’s promised to be there for, I wouldn’t be so pissed off at him. The great thing is, we’re going to City Club tonight. I will most likely be lurking/sulking on one of the benches, watching everyone, or dancing my rear off to work through all these crap emotions that won’t go away.

On a lighter note, I won a free small ice cream cone from McDonald’s.