TAURUS (April 20-May 20): “Both Picasso and T.S. Eliot are credited with saying, ‘Good artists borrow, great artists steal,'” notes music critic Peter Gorman. “Credit it to Picasso and it comes across as bravado, a declaration that great art comes from those who appropriate whatever they damn well please. Credit the quote to Eliot and it seems more like word play; to borrow is to imitate and give back, to steal is to make it one’s own.” Study these tricky assertions about the creative process, Taurus. They should incite provocative meditations as you negotiate a turning point in your relationship with your own fertility.
Reading and Writing
I’ve been known to post in these communities from time to time… as have other writers.
DONE DONE DONE-ITTY DONE!
The landscaping is done and it has passed final inspection.
Dad and I had some good idea sharing and conversation.
Riding with the field tech today was fun, but not very informative.
Final completion of the landscaping was coupled with a good omen: Found the window sticker that I had saved for
It was really good to hang with
Tomorrow morning seems to loom ever closer. I must pack my lunch, pack my bag, and rest my brain.
Eyes
Appointment on Friday at 7:20 PM. In Briarwood mall, wherever the hell that is. Two exits down I-94 from where I work, apparently.
Horoscope
TAURUS (April 20-May 20): The American Journal of Psychiatry says that many people suffer from delusions of “imagined ugliness.” The technical name for the condition is “body dysmorphic disorder.” It’s typically characterized by an obsession with a physical flaw, or even with an imagined flaw. Judging from my experience, 99 percent of the population has at least a mild version of this pathology. That’s the bad news, Taurus. The good news is that you’re in a perfect astrological phase to break free from its hold. You’re ready to revolutionize your self-image so thoroughly that you will hereafter see yourself as a perfect specimen of idiosyncratic beauty.
Ohio
The trip to Ohio was much needed and very well-timed. The game was top-notch, and the hooker jokes were unparalleled.
Could have done without the Ratkin, especially when describing the inside of one of B. B. Wolfe’s cages at Dr. Celestine’s Carnival of Souls. Come to think of it, I’ve never seen a Ratkin that hasn’t been played by a rules-lawyer type that wants to weasel out of actually role-playing. Yeah, bitter. Nobody fucks with the Carnival for me. Heh.
Mr. Weaver’s roller coaster was extremely well received.
Shelby Township is scraping at me, like fingernails on a chalk board. My car payment became due a week earlier than originally agreed, which would be fine if I had received my first paycheck yet. There are a few details that did not meet with the satisfaction of inspection. That’s no biggie, and it will only take me an hour or so to fix. Just another piece of straw on the camel’s back. After I sleep tonight, all of this won’t matter. I’ll be smiling on the way to my job again. My key to independence. That’s really what this job is to me, and why I can’t get over the opportunity it represents.
By the way, I slept an extremely restful sleep at
For those of you that I nit-picked about letters to, don’t worry about it. They will be well-appreciated when they come, but more so if they come when they’re due, and not before. And
Tomorrow is a step closer to me.
Rage
I felt a dark rage that pulsed with the music on the radio today. I felt it, and it drove away my oversleeping-related headache. I felt it on the way to the post office to drop off a letter to
I used the rage to finish the landscaping. It’s all finally done.
I was thinking something extremely poetic in the car. That got swallowed up in using the rage. I don’t remember what it was, except that I was going to end it with “
By the way, she really does owe me a letter. So do
IPM had some fantastic conversations and, unfortunately, invovled me leaving early. I desperately needed sleep.
It hurts a lot when I miss
Contact Lenses
Over the past week or so, the contact lens in my left eye has been refusing to not dry out, refusing to re-moisturize, and was constantly giving me foggy vision. It was to the point yesterday where I was closing my left eye just so I could see clearly. This morning, I swapped out my lenses (such a g33k) for a fresh pair. It’s a lot better, mind you, but not perfect. My left eye seems to have this desire to cover the contact lens in this thicker-than-tears goo that fogs up my vision. It’s cleared up a lot from this morning, and I’m hoping that it will eventually go away.
Is this anything like the symptoms you were experiencing,