[White Wolf] Math – Bloodlust

Here’s some more flavor fiction about my Mage LARP character. This was originally posted on 3 May 2006.

A letter is left on the house’s kitchen table, with LORI printed across the envelope. Inside, it reads:

Tetu, the Ibis-beaked. Scribes, mathematicians, and those considered wise were associated with him in ancient Egypt. Has Hubris taken me? Have I, when the chips have fallen, buckled? I had a solid plan, and in the course of a night, I’m left with the options of picking the pieces of my plan up off the floor and putting it together, or saying “fuck it” and doing something entirely random. But there’s no such thing as a truly random function.

Lori, I killed last night. I took careful aim at a prone victim, a Nephandus, and I shot him in the head until it exploded all over the floor. He was controlling peoples’ minds. Some kind of cult set up through the Universalist Unitarians, of all people. He was tagging people through fliers, and through his cult followers’ handshakes. It spread exponentially, like a virus. They came looking for us at the bar, you know, the Lab? I lost my head and went vulgar. I used my solar collectors/EM generators to generate a field around me that bent light around it, rendering me invisible. It worked, the ‘dox hit, and I couldn’t shut off the field.

Sam, the new chick, and I went straight to the church. I wanted to use this oddity to my advantage. I was gonna sneak into the church and pop that fucker in the head. I wanted to execute him. I couldn’t think of anything else. It wasn’t even for retribution… the people he’d turned into brainless zombies in the Lab… I wasn’t even thinking about them. I had this craving to end his life. I lusted for his death.

It didn’t go quite as planned. Everybody followed us to the church. I was already inside, and trying to get inside this fucker’s inner sanctum, and Eric, Midas, Loki, Sam, and the new chick stormed the church. I think Prisanth was leading them, but I don’t know for sure. Loki somehow fucked with the dude, and all of the zombie guys in the church with me just dropped. I kicked in the door and ran down the stairs. Dude was on fire, trying to put himself out. Had to have been Loki. So, before anybody came down the stairs, I shot him. In the head. With the phosphorus rounds.

His head -exploded-.

But I couldn’t stop. I just kept pulling the trigger. Until his demon book reached out and clawed the shit out of me. Three times. Apparently, demon books aren’t susceptible to light wave modification fields.

Everyone was downstairs by then, and they destroyed the book. Sam took me to Joseph. Loki was there too, and he was in real bad shape. He was still somehow able to let Joseph see through the field to put the IV in and get me recovering. Eric and Prisanth came in and dropped a bomb on me – we, our avatars, reincarnate. With Nephandi, their Avatars are corrupted, so because I killed the dude, his evil demon avatar will get reborn into someone else. I’d fucked up, big time.

Things only got worse from there. Eric was able to help Loki and I with healing. He even chased away some fire paradox spirits that were trying to burn Loki alive. Midas gave him the ability to see them, and that was about the only useful thing he did the whole night, AFAIK.

The church has a node. A weak one, but it has one. Prisanth’s people are cleaning it, and they want to give it to us, instead of guarding it themselves. But, according to them, they’ve got to give it to a Cabal. Or clique, you know. So Midas fails brilliantly at explaining this to everybody but Eric and I, who are still at the hospital. He gets everybody pissed that the Traditions are once again patting us on the head, because Midas can’t seem to say two words without talking down to people.

Nero and the new chick form a clique for the express purpose of flipping people off. There was -another- new chick, and she stayed quiet. Sam stayed neutral. Eric and I formed a clique and accepted the church, because we were sick of sitting around with our thumbs up our asses. I’m thinking now, that with the basement of the house, taking on the responsibility of this node was more hasty than it was wise.

Prisanth keeps asking me why I associate with people I see as ineffectual, or people I don’t feel any tie to. I really don’t know. I don’t have an answer for him, other than a shrug and “they’re Hollowers.”

Midas has been declared Barabbi by the Traditions. He’s made a deal with a malevolent spirit, and apparently that’s a big old no-no. He knows what will happen if he doesn’t clean it up, but all he does is avoid it, and threaten people who bring it up. His son -is- Old Man Scratch, and they were wrong about his wife. Her avatar isn’t Marauder, it’s Nephandus. Like the dude with the book.

I cleaned up one mess, even though it was sloppy. Maybe I should clean up the other. Either way, I need to learn how to defend myself. I need you to teach me how to shoot and fight. I can’t protect anyone if I can’t protect myself.

Oh, some new info for you. A messenger from California brought some news. ItX has transferred some brass from New Mexico to Detroit. High-ranking paper-pushers. Efficiency experts. If you’re going after the Cabal that made me kill our family, be extra-careful. Also, there’s an unaffiliated team going around the city with sniper rifles, picking off supernaturals. It may be your family. So far, they’ve targeted vamps and wolvies, and so now those are fighting each other. Euthies and Choristers have also been targeted, but only the Choristers had casualties, I think. So, heads up.

I miss you. I need your help. This blood thirst won’t stop; won’t go away.

– Matthew Samuel McNally / Tetu

TAURUS (April 20-May 20): “One morning I came upon a small demonstration on a street corner,” wrote Sparrow in *The Sun.* “Several men were holding signs that said BRING BACK DUSK, and shouting, ‘Dusk! Give us dusk!’ ‘But dusk will come again this evening,’ I pointed out to one of them. ‘We don’t care,’ he replied, with a wild look. ‘We want it now!'” If and when you become impatient in the coming week, Taurus, remember Sparrow’s story. Progress will proceed at its own pace, not yours. The peaches will ripen when they are ready, not necessarily when you are.

[White Wolf] Math – Moving on.

Here’s some more flavor fiction about my Mage LARP character. This was originally posted on 27 Apr 2006.

They all said that he needed to move on. It wasn’t his fault. He’d been controlled. They had taken control of his mind. He’d been captured.

Matthew lightly touched the bandage on his forehead. The skin underneath itched intensely, despite having had moisturizer applied twenty minutes ago. It would likely itch for another few days, and then finally finish healing. He shook his head and tried once more to put the thread through the tiny eye hole in the needle.

He was almost done sewing. One by one, the parts had been shipped in from all over the world. Laptop hard drives were a dime a dozen at mom and pop computer stores, so he’d just purchased a few locally. The heat and moisture transfer fabric – a new blend of polypropylene, the stuff they use in hardcore long underwear – had shipped first. He’d ordered a few yards of it from a winter camping company in Alaska.

The segmented and distributed motherboard, video card, wireless networking card, Bluetooth card, and I/O controllers had come from a start-up company in London run by some science fiction fans. The Bluetooth card had been sent from London to a very small, and very anonymous, company (hacker) in Indonesia. Its encryption chips had been replaced with a custom design, and this guy was -very- good at following specifications.

The fingertip-and-wrist keyboard had come from Japan. It was a small chip that attached to the interior of any metal wristwatch. As long as it was in contact with the wrist band, it could pick up the electrical signals and skin pulses that resulted from finger and wrist movements, and could translate that into input. He’d ordered the Bluetooth model, of course.

The heads-up display glasses had been tricky. He’d had to find a defunct military supplier that would be willing to ship anonymously in return for a great deal of money. That wasn’t the hard part. Sam knew quite a few of those, and she was almost overly-interested in making sure that Matthew was okay. This small favor wasn’t a big deal. It was his prescription. His eyesight wasn’t that poor, but the HUD required a nearly-flat surface to work properly. So, after a bit of extra investigation, he’d gotten some ultra-thin plastic lenses made to his prescription – the thinner the plastic, the less the curve, it seems – and shipped them to Russia.

All in all, he thought he’d have to wait for weeks instead of days. Luckily, money made things move quickly.

The lenses had just arrived, and the glasses had synced perfectly with the encrypted Bluetooth controller. Matthew tied off the last stitch in the ragged trench coat. That had come from the used section in the Army & Navy surplus store. Each component was sewed into a pouch of heat-transferring fabric. The ones that needed to be wired were connected with low-resistance insulated cabling. No one would suspect that when in range of each other, his watch, trench coat, and glasses were officially rated a supercomputer.

And now, the final touch. Two pin-on buttons, seemingly innocuous, wired into the power supply of the coat. It was amazing, really, how much light two small metal circles could catch.

Matthew tried the coat on, and smiled slowly. He’d have to replace one of the interior pockets with a fabric holster, but that would come soon enough. His forehead itched, and he lightly touched the bandage. Wisdom had finally been granted to Matthew Samuel McNally. He understood, now, that they were right, there was nothing that he could have done to stop the break-in. Nothing to stop the shooting. The fault had not been his, nor the gun’s. The fault laid with the squad of Technocrats.

Wisdom dictated that in a place as dangerous as this, he must become proficient in defending himself. Then, and only then, could he defend and protect others. The first step had been beginning to re-build his foci. In this, Samuel’s old dictum of “staying below the radar” had been key. Matthew switched on the power to the unit, which was nearly silent, and scanned the bootup code as it streamed down his glasses.

The second step had been to acknowledge wisdom. He would no longer drown himself in the process of the mathematics, the coding, and the technology. They were tools to reach conclusions. It was in the conclusions, and the actions that followed those conclusions, and the lessons learned from those actions, in which wisdom lived. Matthew had taken an action, a painful action, and had learned from it.

Wisdom – Tetu.

Tetu. Matthew touched the bandage and smiled.

[White Wolf] Math – Screen Capture on a Time Machine

Here’s some more flavor fiction about my Mage LARP character. This was originally posted on 15 Feb 2006.

Math grunted as he pushed the enormous gray metal box into its cubby-hole in the closet. He was sweating with effort, even without his (McNally’s) jacket or hat. He’d made a trip to a used computer store, and had come upon a wonderful stash of old-school server cases with hot-swappable SCSI hard drives attached to a RAID controller. Its only drawbacks were size and weight. It felt like it had been made from cast iron.

Well worth it, though. It allowed him mass amounts of storage, especially when the old server was filled with brand new hard drives. He figured that a terabyte of storage should be enough. Math dragged his sleeve across his forehead and moved the step-ladder into place. It wouldn’t do for any of the children to trip over the gigabit ethernet wire, even if they did disobey him and come into his workshop. He slid the cable, inch by inch, into its conduit, and then plugged it into the NIC he’d installed on the time machine’s controller interface.

A few minutes worth of work would have Quicktime Pro up and ready to record any of the results of his time viewings. After that, it was a matter of dialing up the right spatial and temporal coordinates. Simplicity itself. Well, discounting all of the calculations of spatial and temporal fields generated by current running through certain alloys while spinning at a specified rate in a…. well, pretty simple anyway.

Math chuckled as he flipped the switch. How much would Joy pay to know a day in advance whether or not the children were going to sneak out of their rooms?

Horoscope

TAURUS (April 20-May 20): Has a baby ever been born with two umbilical cords? If so, he or she would be a good symbol for you in the coming weeks. Why? Because you should be extremely aggressive about getting the nurturing you need–even to the point of double-dipping from a primal source. In my astrological opinion, it’s your responsibility to make sure you’re flooded with blessings. Trust your unprecedented hunger.

Music Meme

tagged me.

List 7 songs you are into right now. No matter what the genre,whether they have words, or even if they’re not any good, but they must be songs you’re really enjoying now.

Post these instructions in your livejournal along with your 7 songs. Then tag 7 other people to see what they’re listening to.

1. Mambo No. 5 – Lou Bega
2. Whatever – Godsmack
3. Dear Mr. President – Pink
4. Deify – Disturbed
5. Too Much – Dave Matthews Band
6. Run Rabbit Run – Eminem
7. Bouncing Baby Clones – Chiasm

Just to pester people that I don’t usually get, I’m tagging , , , , , ,