You know that title, the Mocked One? I’m done with it. It’s gone.

You know that universal law that says it’s okay to mock me? I’m done with it. It’s gone.

You know that idea that I’m ineffectual? I’m done with it. It’s gone.

You know that need that you have to mock me, push me, point out that I’m not in control of my surroundings, when it’s absolutely CLEAR that you’ve crossed all my lines? I’m done with it. It’s gone.

Push me about it, and you’re gone. Plain and simple. Removed from my life. Deleted. Erased. Mud in my boots.

If you’d like to whine about not noticing that you’ve crossed the line, take that dick out of your eye and watch my reactions like you would anyone worth respecting.

Been a little scarce, haven’t I? Heh.

I’m no longer with Eubulus. Full-out Geeks Next Door. The last two days have been spent distributing advertising to grocery stores all over the Lansing area. This will work.

I’ve been posting a poem a day to . Some from the old Dark Eternity site and some from my journal.

I think I should rip more CD’s while I’m waiting to get the logo from one of the co-owners. Must print business cards for us today. Must take advantage of the free time that I’ve got, that they don’t have.

I’d like to voice once again how lucky I am to have in my life. It’s been a stress roller-coaster for the past couple of days, and I’ve been really up and down. From needy to uber-snarky. She’s dealt with me wonderfully, and has made sure I feel loved. I only hope I’m doing as good for her. :)

There’s this and this and this about religion. All of these carry strong threads that I agree with. Nope, not gonna tell which are which. :)

I’ve finished a bowl of Apple Cinnamon Cheerios and am preparing my email to my boss, which will give my two weeks’ notice. I’ll give him the opportunity to keep me on as a web monkey and security tech, but my hopes of him accepting this are not exactly high. I’d like to do that for Eubulus, but I don’t think he’ll bite. *SHRUG* Most likely I won’t be working for them by the end of the day. Bye bye Titanium.

Class today, after a week off. We’ll probably get our papers back and our midterm results. Looking forward to it.

Moving forward professionally and spiritually. Yes, , a ritual sounds good right about now.

Business meeting scheduled for tomorrow.

First Mage game went really well. I hope my players are patient enough for me to bring them together with something more real that may take more time to develop. “You all meet in a bar” is just too cheeze for me.

I still don’t want to think about tomorrow and Eubulus.