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I’m putting words on paper, but it’s so…. slow. I keep needing breaks and changes of scenery and oh, that car is shiny, and I called Mom for Mother’s Day (but got voice mail) and and and and.

I’m putting words on paper, but it’s more like my outline is shoving my characters into this structure that doesn’t really have an end, and is only just getting to a sort of middle thing. It feels like I’ve forgotten who they are, or they’ve forgotten how to talk to me, or or or or.

I’m putting words into the intertubes, but my lap is getting warm. When it’s charging, my laptop runs pretty freakin’ hot. My SETI@home Graveyard project may yet come to fruition. I’m surprisingly excited about that. As it is, I’m helping a friend test resource allocation limits on the virtualization software he’s running on his colo box by running the BOINC software. Ones and zeros!

I’ve got to relax and listen, so that I can put more words on paper. I’ve -got- to. And that’s part of the reason that I can’t relax. Kernel Panic – oops!

Obsessed with the tech.

I finally have a reason, a desire, to acquire newer technology than that which I can easily find used. It needs to be a wee bit better than the super-cheap, eco- and conscience-friendly methods that I have employed in the past. It doesn’t need to be new, but that wouldn’t hurt.

GameTap does not work with a VIA UniChrome video card, even when it’s cranked up to its max shared memory.

So, I must move on to Plan B. Never fear, dear readers, Plan B is also of the nifty.

I have begun to write down my daily accomplishments, however small, in order to acknowledge them as such. Like many who commented in my last post, I do thrive on a sense of accomplishment. I have worked around using lists, checking them off early, questioning the value of each check, etc. So, instead, I’m making the reverse list. Not what needs to get done, but what has gotten done. I need to recognize that I AM doing things, even if they’re small, to have the confidence to accomplish greater things. Another thing that my father (and mother) used to tell me was that I could do anything. Damn right. I can.

My wife loves me very much. And though some of you don’t see it in ways that you might expect to, I have proof. I got a can of this today, and it was DELICIOUS.

Is it politics when I really care about our country?

Regarding the subject of this post, I would answer no. I, perhaps with a measure of vanity, would say that it is patriotism. More on that subject at the end of the post.

Saturday evening, , , and I will be at Luna in Royal Oak, MI. You should totally join us. :)

Lately, I’ve been watching the show, with zefrank. Its provided a daily dose of the surreal, up until the last few entries. Those… the most recent have moved me. Really hit me hard. I don’t think they would have if I had not been watching, perhaps even being one of the Sports Racers, for the last month and a half or two months. If this is the result of combining television and the world wide web (don’t you dare call it the internet), I have more hope than ever.

Good Things are happening with Penguicon 5.0. Stay tuned for more info, because I’ll be blathering my head off about it as soon as things are confirmed.

Since the summer after my 11th grade year, I’ve been working with computers professionally. Every single one of these jobs has revolved around getting the computer to do what the user wants it to do, whether the error was the user’s (PEBKAC), or the computer’s. My defining professional role has been to fix technology that is not functioning properly. The irony that a “curse” has developed around me getting rides in cars (about a week after the first time you give me a ride, the car ends up in the shop for something serious that was developing anyway, but suddenly kersploded) and that I very rarely own a computer for longer than a year and a half is not lost on me. In fact, the irony has been in the forefront of my mind for a little while.

Ironies seem to find the first few rows of my brainmeats to be comfortable, as they are there more often than not.

Technology is. When we say that a computer is being ornery, or contrary, or whatever, it’s because technology has a way. It has a pattern. Perhaps even a Tao (for those not in the know, that means way with a capital W). Pieces of technology are similar to people in this way, but their Way is not ours. Their Way is governed by whatever laws govern shoving a shit-ton of electrons through tiny silicon tubes and between silicon and plastic wafers, or when you use the pressure of thousands of contained fires to get from Lansing, MI to Davis, CA. Science is pretty darn good at predicting and channeling this Way, this behavioral pattern, this pattern of essence. But, like all human endeavors, it’s not perfect. It breaks.

And that is our Way.

Dear Senator Lieberman,

Fifteen months ago, in an op-ed in the Wall Street Journal praising the Bush Administration’s Iraq policy, you asked the rhetorical question, “does America have a good plan for doing this, a strategy for victory in Iraq?”

“Yes,” we did, you answered.

Since the day you wrote those words, over 1,000 more American troops have lost their lives in Iraq and that country is more dangerous than ever.

Senator, you had it exactly wrong then, and this week, in another Wall Street Journal op-ed entitled “The Choice on Iraq,” you have managed to get it exactly wrong yet again.

“As the battle for Baghdad just gets underway,” you write in this week’s piece, congressional opponents of the escalation “have already made up their minds about America’s cause in Iraq.”

On the contrary, Senator, it was you and President Bush who had already made up your minds before the war started, using cherry-picked intelligence to sell the war to the American people. And if the battle for Baghdad is “just getting underway,” how do we explain the escalating violence over the last four years?

You claim that “a precipitous pullout would leave a gaping security vacuum in its wake.”

Actually, Senator, it was the precipitous invasion that you supported, along with its disastrous aftermath, which left the security vacuum that exists today – a vacuum which the terrorists, insurgents, and militias have all rushed to fill.

You plead for elected officials to “come together around a constructive legislative agenda for our security.”

Senator, we have already done this. The result was the bipartisan (remember that word?) Baker-Hamilton report which called for a redeployment of our troops over twelve months, plus aggressive diplomacy, as our best hope to bring stability to the region. The report’s conclusions were widely accepted by a strong majority of Democrats and Republicans, and then promptly disregarded by you, the President, and all those who had “already made up their minds,” the facts be damned.

You worry that Washington is removed “from what is actually happening in Iraq.”

Senator, Generals Abizaid and Casey were on the ground in Iraq and opposed the escalation. They recommended a phased redeployment of our combat troops. But rather than listen to them and redeploy the troops, President Bush redeployed his generals, and escalated the war.

On November 8th of last year, while voters across the country were giving Democrats a mandate to change course on Iraq, you were able to muddy the real “Choice on Iraq” for the voters of Connecticut. They thought they were choosing between two candidates who anticipated “significant” troop reductions by the end of the year, who both wanted “to bring our troops home.”

Senator, one of us still believes in those words we spoke during the campaign.

The American people and our military experts have already made their “Choice on Iraq” quite clear. It is now up to all of our elected representatives to follow their lead.

Sincerely,

Ned Lamont

I agree with this. If you can discuss your opinion rationally, and back it up with citations, I am open to discussion.

“But he does kick the Lex Luthor look like woah.”

I need to renew my paid account. I think I may just have enough in my PayPal account.

As a result, I need to get back on the eBay train. Choo choo!

I’m waiting for jetAudio to finish ripping a Black Eyed Peas CD to ogg vorbis format. Which my iPaq can now play, thanks be to Pocket Player. It feels so subversive to have all of this OSS running under such a well-known and obviously closed-source OS. Of course, Pocket Player isn’t OSS, but it seems worth the paltry registration fee to purchase the full version once the trial software expires.

That’s right, peoples, I don’t mind paying for software, as long as it’s worth the money.

My hair is already growing at a mad pace. I no longer look bald, but buzzed. Perhaps will lend me his bathroom in which to learn how to shave my noggin with a razor.

Not only because I like it. Not only because has fallen madly in love with it. But because says that I “kick the Lex Luthor look like woah.” I can’t imagine higher praise. :)

Somebody’s gonna need to take pics, so’s I can have me a baldy LJ icon. Heh.

Breaking the universe through spontenaity.

So, I went and got my head shaved today. It was a whim that seemed like it needed to be put to action. I think, once the initial shock wears off, most people are more surprised by me actually changing something without a whole lot of reason attached than they are with the act itself.

It has been confirmed that the 4GB SD card needs to be formatted with FAT32, and so will not work with my older iPaq. However, the 2GB cards can be formatted with FAT16, so my plan is still a go. The battery arrived the day that I was griping about it, and has been installed. It’s working wonderfully. So is the extra battery that came with the PCMCIA sleeve, which arrived the day after the battery. The wireless card is on its way. My Frankenstein project is almost complete. I haven’t been able to actually pull shit like this together in a while, so I’m getting pretty giddy. And here I was all ready for the usual “nothing will work together the way that you want it to” usual state of affairs.

Lucky me. :)

I’ve got a new piece of LARP fiction up at . I’m really hoping that game continues, but its attendance is seriously flagging. So, if you like LARPing Vampire: the Masquerade (with a Requiem feel, I’m told), and are within reasonable range of Lansing, hit up , and let him know.

I’ve got a video game proposal and DJ bio to write next, and I’ve become unblocked, thanks to , in regards to The Glass Crown, so I’ll be doing some good writings tomorrow. Actually using a day off as a writing day, instead of a slack day. Go go gadget motivation! There should be updated word counts and such on Monday at the site.

Also, I owe five people snippets of fiction from a meme a while back. I haven’t forgotten, and I think I have something to write. You may have to huddle to get the entire story, though. :)

Technology is a sultry minx that toys with me.

So, we had one of these little gadgets that was sitting around, fairly inoperable, at the bottom of a desk drawer. eBay to the rescue! I have a battery en route, as well as an upgrade sleeve that will accept PC cards. I’ve already got the 4GB SD card. The idea is to get it able to connect to an 802.11 network, as well as play an appreciable amount of MP3s. I mean, the thing has a standard headphone jack right there on the top! It’s practically begging to be turned into a flashy mp3 player, on top of being a PDA and wireless… aw, hell. A palmtop. There, I said it.

Of course, this can’t go easily. I’ve been waiting on the battery forever, and had auctions (like the SD card) that I won after the battery show up before it. If I unplug the A/C adapter, *poof* goes all my data. So, I’ve been in a bit of a holding pattern. At least, when the SD card arrived, I could test it, right? Well, it appears that it doesn’t want to format the card. And while Googling seems to solve most Apple and Linux related questions, not so for HP/Microsoft amalgamations.

The only information I’ve been able to find is outdated. Compatibility listings only go up to 1GB, but there are spotty reports of getting 2GB cards to work. HP’s support won’t even attempt to answer the question because it’s so far out of warrantee. That’s odd to me, because their live support was always great at handling questions about my old Compaq laptop, and it was a Pentium 1. WAY out of date. Perhaps this is a difference between their live support and their email support, and I should try the live support again.

In any case, if any of you has knowledge of such handhelds, and wouldn’t mind shedding some insight in my general direction, I would appreciate it crazy-like. If I have to downgrade to a 2GB, or there’s a software update out there that I need, lay it on me. :)

Rest in peace, prowl.local

So, armed with a combo drive and a 512 MB SO-DIMM, I was ready to upgrade the crap out of my iBook. By that, I mean keep track of the screws while did most of the work. But, this is neither here nor there.

I had acquired both from ebay, and I was boosted by the fact that the machine had powered itself on, while closed, booted, and gone into sleep mode while I was off galavanting around the Flint and Detroit areas for family fun. So, it was working again, but the upgrade required a power-down. I knew it was risky, but I was bound and determined to squeeze every last drop of cool out of this thing. 1 GB of RAM and the ability to burn CDs was just the kind of cool I wanted. (cool)

This is where things took a bit of a turn for the worse. After tearing apart the entire laptop, layer by layer, we discovered that this particular generation of iBook does not have a second RAM slot for its onboard RAM. Nope, it has actual onboard RAM. Well, at least we could upgrade to the Combo Drive, right? Sure!

But it won’t turn on. Again. Same exact problem. *sigh* So, I have activated the actuators, perpetuated the perpetuators, set the gears to grindin’, reversed the polarities, increased the transporter buffer, re-routed power through the secondary coupling, and have decided to part out the iBook and sell its bits on eBay to fund a newer, better, faster laptop.

If you know anybody who’s interested in these sort of bits, please feel free to send them here. Also, please do the same if you know people looking for used White Wolf books. :)

In the meantime, I am not without a machine, thanks to . His timely gift of a used tower is much appreciated. I’ve already brought my old 17″ CRT monitor out of storage (AKA gathering dust on the floor next to my desk), put some extra RAM in it that I had lying around, and the Ubuntu install was completing when I left the house this morning. I still need to find the video card drivers and find a better place for my printer, but all is well.

So, the electronics saga continues. I’m not sure why this happens to me in cycles (power supply and motherboard on my last desktop gave out on me simultaneously, power wouldn’t turn on with the iBook…), but apparently I’m rolling with it well this time. :)